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Inverted Polarity

by My Rage And Kindness

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1.
Why should I pray I cross the wall and find the rest of my fucking soul. How could I know what stays behind this bar of stone?! I lost my way. Why should I pray to you to pay for me to play? If you’re my way why should I pay to someone else who want me to play? Now help me put things in their right shells - to separate the good and evil.
2.
Colorless 06:46
Colorless Come with me and paint my dream, cover my dark face. Build the image, I've never been, give me strenght. Teach me, feel the heat and cold, create my memory, even if you take away my soul. Make me climb the tower of stone, lock me up in a crystal mirror. Come with me and take me home, expel the nightmare I fear of. Let me leave the reality upheaval. Blind me with the meddler of illusion. Place me, stuck between good end evil. Bring me a boat to sail away of my confusion.
3.
Candles 04:22
Candles My eyes are blurred, there isn’t anyone.The silence never comes, help me! You just talk to the candles that blur and burn my face. One day I’ll blow them out. Hey, I’ll blow them out. Oh, that endless chase. In dusk I’m covered now, as my blood flows. My blood that they drained and they drank it. They built their new life. They’re passing through the river, the forest, the garden, the sea. I just wanted to make it through one more life. Oh, but deeply I am falling, not sober. Idle and aging, I’m far away from the horizon. Idle and buried, I’m just the picture on the wall in your asylum.
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I`m Not Ok 04:52
I'm not ok I'm not ok. You see me being childish, deforming my mouth into a grin. I'm not the same when all I believed in's vanished, as everything I've ever been. Can't stand when I no longer see a difference between good and evil, normal and insane. I've lost my mind. Eyes got used to the light's absence. Screams are silenced, locked inside my brain. And I know there's something in the darkness waiting for me to fall. And no more will it feel alone in madness, when I have nowhere else to go.
5.
Inverted polarity I gave my soul for one lost bet. I followed voices till the words were shared. The forbidden part that always tries, you’re everything between the lines. I saw how the sunrays reached the dark, blew my candles out, but there was still one spark. And then I met you, yeah, you felt so right. You felt so right. No stranger in the night, it was you. They see you as a sunrise - the one that everybody wants. You’re finer than my best choice. Sunrise, I chased your evil till the end. What kind of heart did I explore? What kind of trouble am I in for? My kind of hell unlocks heaven’s doors. And I want more than I need. Do what you want, but you still ain’t free. I chased the karma up to Life’s tree. There’s a fire raging, your constant plea. But the smoke ain’t got nothing on me. You’ll never have my sunrise. The one that I know. It’s finer than my best choice. Because I chased the evil to the edge.
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The Stalker 04:36
The Stalker The echo of your steps is deafening. You walk alone but I'm still there. Lost all control I've started trembling and I don't want to you to be scared. Wherever you will go, I'll follow. Your laughter messed up with my head. I would caress you with my sorrow and make you love me till you're dead. Release my mind. Sometimes I am your shadow, sometimes you are mine. I hope that you don't mind. Don't look behind. Realize we can be an entity. I suffocate when you are gone. You make me kill my whole identity. I'll lock its decaying carrion. I stay obsessed and confused the scent of your absence makes me sick. I've never felt so damn abused, is this some sort of devil's trick? Sometimes you are my shadow, sometimes I am yours. I still hide behind these doors. Release your soul. Whether I'll be your death or you'll be mine. I hope that you don't mind. Start screaming.
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Mirrors 04:55
Mirrors And now I know. I was born to die alone. All the times I open my eyes. What they see are always lies. The Mirror told me long ago. I was here to be alone. Behind the closed door. I’m where you wished me for. Mirrors, Mirrors on the wall. Only you can hear me call. See me every time I fall. Only you can take my soul.
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Wisecrack 04:18
Wisecrack All of them, walking limbs. Mental block, body shock. Repeating robotized hymns. Tick-tock, the broken clock. This joke ain’t free. You don’t want to know what it is to be me. Stare in to the screen. The best thing you’ve ever seen. Now I pray that someday the inspiration will send me back there where I had patience. False words and shiny pictures. Oh, what a lovely place to kill your freedom.
9.
The Leftlovers I tried to go somewhere, but ended up here. All the signs that I saw on my road, down below. And all the bad things that I’ve done. I did not intend to hurt you. With my empty hands I pray for my love to find a better way. You made me feel a thousand different ways, but you never gave me pain. You went outside my range now, I am to blame. Your arms are somehow clean. Although, they are painted memories of your life. Now I haven’t felt more far–away, than when I fall into another day.
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Verdict 04:11
Verdict You only do for me, what I do to you. Unconsciously. In this muddy afternoon of my time here. I’ll only say what I think and fear. I’ll make even the silence sound very clear. My world is round, your box don’t fit at all. Yes, the world is mine, your mind don’t fit at all. We can’t always say right what we should.I wouldn’t bother if I only could. When it was time for me to go, I only stayed to prove you wrong. Oh, my, my lovely sun. Do you know the weight of choice and how it burns?

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released July 20, 2020

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